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⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️ Highly Recommended

Chasing The Daylight by Joanna Rakowski is a revealing memoir that captures the rigor, intensity, and ferocity of military training in a salient style.

Ever wondered what it takes to become a soldier in one of the most powerful armies in the world?

Joanna Rakowski was born in Poland and grew up practicing dance from a young age, eventually becoming a professional classical ballet dancer and teacher. Upon her migration to the US in 1995 and the painful fallout with her friend and mentor, Chris, Joanna knew she needed to make a drastic change in her life. Her great awakening came when she decided to transform from a fragile and sensitive ballerina into a steadfast U.S. Army soldier, a goal that many close to her doubted she could accomplish.

With arresting insights, the text builds from Rakowski's striking introduction as it describes her first day of enlistment, which was filled with uncertainties.

Despite having so many questions in her mind, she knew one thing for sure; that she had made the first step onto an important new journey. She would prove to everyone who doubted her that the common notion of fragility in artists did not actually have to be equal to an artist's character and physical strength.

Her accessible account details the intricacies of military training such as living in the platoon barracks, practicing new drills— both primitive and hi-tech— classroom learning, and army values, among many more. Rakowski even goes further to describe the demeanor of drill sergeants and army commanders, debunking some of the myths that surround these personalities.

She does not shy away from mentioning the obstacles that come along with military drills, like training under the sweltering heat, extreme physical exhaustion, injuries, and sleepless nights.

This will undoubtedly make one understand the significance that soldiers see in their purpose, to endure such difficulty.

Despite the mental and physical challenges that she faced in her four-year span in military training, Joanna would become a U.S. Military Intelligence Officer, demonstrating true resilience and fortitude.

Chasing The Daylight is a majestic piece of writing.

The narrative comes alive through Rakowski's voice, which reveals her unfettered and unique collection of thoughts, allowing readers to draw from the well of her experiences, emotions, reflections, and attitude.

Ample flashbacks along the pages give us a sneak peek into Rakowski's life in Poland, as do the fine art photographs peppered across, indicating the credibility of the story herein.

Rakowski affirms, "Life is a continuous cycle, full of glorious moments of light and moments of darkness. You never know where a new passion for life will come from. Then you become that passion that defines your existence. You become someone new and as you grow with love and within it; Eventually, you find your daylight". Through these impactful words, she encourages her audience to keep chasing their dreams, no matter how insurmountable they may seem.

Bold and eye-opening, Chasing The Daylight contains fresh information on basic training for those considering enlisting in the U.S. Army and for any citizen interested in finding out what it takes to mold an army recruit into a competent U.S. soldier.

Chasing the Daylight by Joanna Rakowski won Grand Prize in the 2023 CIBA Military and Front Line Awards for Service to Others Non-Fiction.

by Michaela Gordoni 

Chasing the Daylight by Joanna Rakowski is a captivating memoir which provides a unique insight into the life of a dainty ballerina turned army interrogator.

The book takes the reader on a journey through Joanna's adult life in Poland, where she trained as a ballerina, and later in the U.S. Army, where she served as an interrogator. Her story is one of grit, determination, and self-transformation... Joanna Rakowski's writing is surprisingly well-written, well-edited, and very well-organized, which sets it apart from many other autobiographies in today’s book market. The inclusion of photographs throughout the book adds interest and credibility to her written life history. It is fascinating to learn how someone who was once a delicate ballerina became a hard-core army interrogator.  Joanna's story is a testament to the fact that one's career path can take unexpected turns, and it's never too late to pursue your dreams... goals. Her story is a source of inspiration to anyone who has faced hard obstacles in their lives. Throughout the book, Joanna alternates passages about her experiences in the Army with memories of a special friendship she had with her former French professor and long-time crush, and letters to her husband, Alec. These personal touches expertly add depth and emotion to her story and makes it more relatable to the reader. The ending of Joanna's story is the most poignant part of the book.... it is evident being in the army gave her a positive, life-changing experience leading to her self-transformation, and it is definitely worth reading about.

Overall, Chasing the Daylight is a remarkable memoir which offers readers a unique perspective on one immigrant’s experience in America and the US Army. Joanna's story is one of perseverance, resilience, and self-discovery. It shows with hard work and determination, anything is possible. This is a book which will certainly be of interest to anyone with a penchant for memoirs, or who is simply interested in learning more about the lives of service members.

by  Grant Leishman 

Chasing the Daylight pulls no punches and tells it exactly like it is. Author JoAnna Rakowski describes in vivid detail the mental, emotional, and immense physical effort required to achieve success in the Army training courses... 

I liked that she also threw light on the pressures on a marriage that a member of the armed forces experiences What I enjoyed most about this memoir was the thoughtful, selfreflection the author went through in discovering herself and her purpose. Although she was frequently extremely hard on herself mentally, it was clear that those that mattered in the process, the trainers, were generally exceedingly impressed by this woman’s abilities. This is a solid read and finding out the nuts and bolts of military service is something I enjoyed immensely. I can highly recommend this read.

by Jack Chambers

In author Joanna Rakowski’s Chasing the Daylight: One Woman’s Journey to Becoming a U.S. Army Intelligence Officer, is a memorable journey of one woman as she forgoes the preconceived idea of men going to war by showcasing a story of strength, courage, and determination.... 

The author did a wonderful job of capturing the hard work and determination the path of those in the military must follow. The attention to detail the author gave to every step of the process, really drew me into her story and made for a relatable and memorable atmosphere... The balance of personal storytelling on the author’s part with the information gives readers a better idea of what life in the military is really like making this such a compelling book. The thing which really stood out was the author’s writing style, which is so inviting and gives the readers a blend of first-person narratives with more intimate “conversations” in her letters to loved ones, and the almost cinematic delivery of the experiences she had during her career. This is a must-read book for those who enjoy non-fiction reads, especially those who enjoy memoirs and biographies, and non-fiction books about the military and military life... The unique perspective she brought to this subject was not only informative, but highlighted the emotional and physical toll this line of work has on people overall, especially the unique perspective of an intelligence officer. Informative, engaging, and insightful, author Joanna Rakowski’s Chasing the Daylight is a must-read non-fiction memoir on military life and pursuing a career as an intelligence officer. The honesty and detailed way the author approached her story and the enlightening nature of not only her life personally, but the experiences of so many within the United States military was eye opening and really kept me invested as her story progressed.

by  Joshua Farrington

A Polish immigrant recalls her experiences in the U.S. Army in this debut memoir.

A professionally trained ballerina who practiced dance full time for nearly 15 years in Poland, Rakowski notes that she “practically lived at the Great Opera in Warsaw” for more than a decade. After immigrating to the United States in 1995, however, she could only find work teaching ballet at a local YMCA. Four years later, she ran into a U.S. Army Recruitment table while enrolled in college courses. She decided to “change and reinvent myself from a fragile ballerina to a hardcore U.S. Army intelligence officer.” The book touches on her life in Poland and her adaptation to American culture, but it focuses primarily on Rakowski’s four years in the military, from basic training to an overseas deployment in Europe. She served as a post–September 11 interrogator, linguist, and intelligence analyst and writes, “Even though I had never seen the battlefield, I was still a hero.” While proud of her service, Rakowski doesn’t shy away from the “heartache and loneliness” of military life and the realization that “deep down in my heart, I was still this fragile ballerina.” Like many veterans, she laughs at the paradoxes and bureaucracy of military life. Women, she recalls, were never called “soldiers”; they were referred to as “ladies,” even when outshining their male colleagues. Also emphasized is the way the military impacted her personal life. (...) Rakowski doesn’t shy away from the personal. Nevertheless, this is a well-written, intimate account that breaks the norms of war memoir in its focus on the sacrifices of soldiers who never step foot onto a battlefield. It’s also an important reminder of the centrality of immigrants to the U.S. military in the modern era.

A poignant story of an immigrant’s experiences in the U.S. Army 

by  Sue Magee

[The cover] is mpressive. The contrast between the ballet shoes and the boots grabs the attention. The sub-title: One Woman’s Journey to Becoming a U.S. Army Intelligence Officer tells me that the book is going to appeal to my particular areas of interest. It says that most things are possible.

... The largest section of the book – army training and service – was riveting.  I read late into the night, needing to find out what happened. Phrasing was good and the reading was easy.

by Priscilla Estes 

From basic training to officer candidate school to military intelligence education to overseas positions, Rakowski shares the highs and lows of becoming a female U.S. Army intelligence officer...  Atmospheric writing blends with vivid interior emotions to create a roller-coaster ride that mingles pride, fear, doubt, joy, humor, and sheer determination... 

Rakowski’s narrative is studded with specificity, breathing life into the author’s grueling, self-selected search to be part of something bigger than herself... 

From crawling through a trench under a barrage of low-flying ammunition to feeling the hand of death in simulations too close to reality, Rakowski gives readers a look into a world seldom seen. Rakowski shares vulnerability best when pitting fear of failure against the push to excel, involving the reader in the heart of tumultuous decisions: stay or run away; give in to depression, loneliness, and fatigue or push through to euphoria. Especially uplighting are the passages where her steely determination, shored up by the faith and support from her colleagues, helps Rakowski find her inner strength. Rakowski paints a vivid, detailed portrait of the mental, physical, and emotional challenges she faced in becoming a U.S. Army intelligence officer, and the reward of being part of “something bigger than myself.” Her inspiring tale is not to be missed.

Rakowski debuts with a vivid portrait of the strength and persistence it took, at age 31 and with uncertain English, to enlist in the National Guard in September, 2000, succeed in basic and officer training, and become an intelligence officer... 

In direct but often richly emotional prose, Chasing the Daylight recounts the day-to-day challenges of transformation, as Rakowski faces the rigors of training, the trials of being paired with less dedicated members of her cohort (...) bureaucratic misunderstandings of how to get the most out of ESL recruits, and the loneliness of separation. 

She also sets above-and-beyond tests for herself, like winning the German Armed Forces Proficiency Badge, which demands grueling physical training—all despite a tendency toward heatstroke. The account is arresting—her English is polished and touched with an original sense of idiom—with jolts of surprising detail, such as military pageantry reminding her of her beloved Great Opera in Warsaw...   

Still, this week-by-week narrative’s driven by Rakowski’s in-the-moment striving, and readers should not expect the tidy lessons and reflective triumphs of commercial memoirs, as Rakowski, a trouper, sees the world as it is—and is always ready to change with what it throws at her.

Takeaway: Tough-minded, inspiring account of a Polish immigrant’s U.S. military training.

U.S. Army veteran Joanna Rakowski’s memoir of training to become an intelligence officer in the early 2000s presents a deeply felt case study in perseverance and determined self-transformation... 

What makes Rakowski’s story especially compelling is that she transformed herself on several different fronts. Born in Communist Poland, she immigrated in the mid-’90s and embraced her new life as an American. And, prior to becoming a “hard-core” soldier, she was a ballerina in Warsaw, intensely identifying with the popular image of her avocation as “fragile, sensitive, and ethereal.”... the book is mostly given over to Army training in all its grueling particulars, both physical and psychological. Her journey takes her from basic training, through learning the specialized role of HUMINT (Human Intelligence Collector), to passing OCS (Officer Candidate School), where she learns to not just receive but also give orders... She’s steadfastly proud of being part of the U.S. Army’s ethos and history, and in her accomplishments in it (fellow soldiers dub Rakowski “Lieutenant Magic”). Her account conveys the rigors of countless marches, drills and push-ups, and the demands of a distinctive culture built on elaborate protocols of deference and respect. Intriguingly, she finds some common ground between this life and ballet (mostly, in terms of the intense physical demands.)   

...others who have served may find Rakowski’s experiences resonate with theirs, and the loved ones of young men or women considering doing the same should find her words instructive and revealing.

by Michele Sharpe

Written by a former ballerina and trained linguist, the memoir Chasing the Light covers an unpredictable military rise.

Rakowski, a Polish immigrant whose patriotic attachment to the US motivated her to join the military, joined the National Guard when she was thirty-one. Although qualified to enlist as an officer, she decided to start at the bottom and work her way up...     

Two related themes dominate the book: that physical prowess builds self-confidence, and that the mastery of languages (including colloquialisms) leads to a sense of identity and belonging. Scenes from Rakowski’s army life, including of basic training hardships and of following orders later on, are compelling because of their authoritative details. Rakowski recalls being pushed to her physical limits during strength and endurance challenges. She communicates her emotions and experiences in evocative figurative language: a final basic training exercise is “a factory of courage and determination” that pumped out toughened recruits. The book gets off to a fitful start, however.  For example, the opening chapter makes mention of two people, Alec and Chris, without initially disclosing Rakowski’s relationship to either. Alec is later identified as her husband; Chris, later still, is identified as her university professor in Poland. Once the identifications have been made, Rakowski’s relationships with Alec and Chris are juxtaposed to the main story of her army life with more success. Thereafter, there are more straightforward transitions between scenes, accomplished through letters home to Alec and flashbacks to Rakowski’s university days, which help to keep the names, locations, and time periods clear.

Still, while the book’s three narrative threads (related to Rakowski’s military career, her marriage to Alec, and her work with her professor) come close to each other at numerous points in the book, their particular elements are nonetheless compartmentalized. At times, the book reads like three separate memoirs.  

by  Tomi Alo

From ballerina to soldier, experience the bittersweet journey of a woman as she finds the courage to chase her dreams. Joanna Rakowski’s debut memoir, Chasing the Daylight, sparks a will in its reader to keep pushing and chasing their dreams. The book is a detailed account of her journey to becoming a Military Intelligence Officer.

Divided into eight parts, the book covers most of her military training right from the point of her enlistment into the army to the end of her training as a military officer. Through Joanna’s reflections and encounters, we gain insight into themes such as courage, strength, leaping into the unknown, perseverance, self-reflection, hope, dedication, and fighting for what you want. Chasing the Daylight is a powerful testament to the resilience of the human spirit and the pursuit of one's dreams. ...what stood out to me the most was Joanna’s will to succeed and her courage to go after what she wanted. To still have hope, will, and strength on a completely new and different journey is never easy. Many people don’t like change and are scared of the unknown. Many end up being stuck in the endless cycle of what-ifs, feeling unfulfilled and defeated.

I loved how Joanna didn’t succumb to this mindset, despite her failures and setbacks. I am happy she was brave enough to pursue a completely different life outside the one she has always known. Finding hope and drawing strength from the smallest things, even while unsure and uncertain about what tomorrow would bring.

“It was my first “military sunrise”. I wondered how often I would be able to see them. Would they bring me hope in moments of loss and despair? For now, however, this sunrise symbolized the rising of my will. The will to succeed.”

It’s easy to get absorbed in Joanna’s story and feel her losses and wins with her. Her writing style is calm, like reading a journal, and it’s never stressful or overwhelming. I’m inspired by how Joanna slowly but steadily made waves in the military space, achieving one small victory after another. I was silently rooting for her and happy with each achievement. What an amazing, bittersweet journey. This memoir is a captivating and inspiring experience that leaves a lasting impression.

“Even though I had never seen the battlefield, I was still a hero. I had the courage to pursue my dream as far as it would take me. I had the courage to change and reinvent myself, from a fragile ballerina to a hard-core U.S. Army intelligence officer. And now, I would have the courage to change again.”

I would recommend Chasing the Daylight to anyone seeking a reminder that anything is possible with determination and perseverance and to those who would use the book as a form of inspiration to keep chasing their dreams.

by Diane Donovan

Senior Editor

Chasing the Daylight: One Woman’s Journey to Becoming a U.S. Army Intelligence Officer is a memoir about a ballerina's entry into the military. There, she becomes an intelligence officer and pursues her dream despite barriers from physical challenges, discrimination, and ghosts of her past.

Other books about women entering the military have covered some of these topics, but what makes Joanna Rakowski's story especially compelling is its focus not just on rigorous army training and life, but how trust and confidence develops between officers and soldiers as training develops. (...) women who are also considering military service will find Rakowski's experiences to be candid, thought-provoking, and revealing. It captures the realities of women in the military who follow an upward-bound career momentum in ways other women in military service don't strive to accomplish.   

Perhaps this memoir's strength is because these experiences come couched in an analysis of military culture that is powered by lessons Rakowski learns along the way: “You know, you are only as good as the people around you. Surround yourself with good people. Don’t take anything for granted.” As she receives, absorbs, and reflects good advice and difficult experiences, Rakowski evolves and grows and, thanks to her military service, in turn creates a memoir replete with changes, transformations, and realizations about life within and outside the military.

Chasing the Daylight is eye-opening and captivating. Libraries and readers interested in accounts of women in service who hold officer positions and training that leads them to be all they can be both within the army and in civilian life will find it involving and hard to put down:

"Sometimes, you revisit a familiar place yet find no comfort. Like with the river, you come back to the same spot cherished all those years ago, but the water is now replaced by a fresh stream. A patch of grass turned into a pile of sand. The small tree by the edge grew exponentially. The big rock by the bend is now polished by the patient water. A little bridge had collapsed and appears abandoned in the background. That’s how I felt in Fort Huachuca. I had to relearn how to love it, re-engage in it, and to call it home again."

by Beatrice Toothman

Chasing the Daylight is for anyone who has ever dreamed of becoming a part of something bigger than themselves... 

Told in an intricately detailed memoir style, this book starts at the beginning of Joanna’s military experience with shipping off to boot camp and follows the intrepid author through some of the most gratifying and excruciating challenges a person can face while serving in the armed forces. From near misses with heat strokes after grueling hikes through desert terrain to tests of psychological endurance when all the training in the world can’t combat the all-encompassing experience of loneliness; Joanna’s story nearly runs the entire gamut of the human condition on her quest to become an officer. 

With flashbacks to her life in Poland sprinkled throughout, along with reflections on some of her more difficult personal and professional encounters, Joanna invites readers to share the whole of her adventure; the good, the bad, and everything in between. The passion for her adopted country practically oozes off the pages, and it’s the author’s wholehearted belief in her American dream more than any fast-paced action that keeps you turning the pages. I’ve read a lot of memoirs lately, and it’s seldom that you find one with an author this earnestly likable. 

Regardless of how you feel about the US as a country or any of its military organizations, Joanna’s enthusiasm and hope for her career and what becoming a member of the US military means to her are so heartfelt and honestly written that it isn’t difficult to overcome your own reservations and simply enjoy a novel about a fiercely optimistic and driven woman achieving her dreams...

If you’re looking for a memoir written with passion, grit, and not a small amount of feminine power, this one should be at the top of your TBR.

4 stars: Reviewer liked and would recommend the book to friends/family. 

by IR Staff

Joanna Rakowski’s memoir CHASING THE DAYLIGHT details the author’s journey from ballerina to battalion solider, after she emigrated from her native Poland to the United States with her American husband. Rakowski details the challenges in the different levels of basic training, and, later, in Officer Candidate School, and how they affected her physically, psychologically, and emotionally. In addition to learning military terminology in English, she also faced misogyny and the discrimination so many of her fellow ESL recruits faced. How she handled it all, where she triumphed, where she fell short and regrouped to try again, makes an engrossing tale. 

by Tomi Alo

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Chasing The Daylight by Joanna Rakowski

Ratings: ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️

Chasing the Daylight is a memoir that narrates Joanna Rakowski’s life and how she went from being a delicate ballerina to a hardcore military intelligence officer.

This was my first time reading a memoir. There’s no particular reason why I didn’t read them. I guess I have never had a reason to cross over to that genre until now. But I’m glad I read Chasing the Daylight.

The memoir is an enlightening and inspiring book that fills you with motivation and determination to forge a new path. Just reading about all the challenges Joanna had to overcome and witnessing the sheer strength she mustered to crave a new path for herself was inspiring.

If you are looking for a good inspirational book to set the tone for the new year, I would definitely recommend checking out Chasing the Daylight.

by Alyx

⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️

This was such a beautifully written and intricate life story of how Joanna became an army intelligence officer. I was continually moved by her resilience and determination on the page, she is such an inspiration! If you've ever wondered what someone goes through to become an army intelligence officer and want a touching and gritty story to go along with it, this is your book.

By Katrina Botell

(...) The Military Sunrise: A Symbol of Resilience

Divided into eight parts, Chasing the Daylight meticulously chronicles Rakowski’s journey from enlisting in the army to completing her training as a military officer. Through reflections on courage, strength, and perseverance, Rakowski offers a powerful testament to the resilience of the human spirit and the pursuit of one’s dreams.

Embracing Change with Courage

What sets Rakowski’s memoir apart is her unwavering courage to embrace change. Amidst failures and setbacks, she avoids succumbing to the fear of the unknown. The narrative unfolds like a journal, providing readers with a calm and immersive experience. Rakowski’s ability to find hope and strength, even in uncertainty, is both admirable and inspiring.

The Military Odyssey Unveiled

Rakowski’s steady rise in the military realm is a source of inspiration. Each small victory, each achievement, becomes a cause for silent celebration. Chasing the Daylight offers a captivating and inspiring experience, leaving a lasting impression on readers.

A Hero’s Journey of Reinvention

Rakowski’s transformation from a fragile ballerina to a hard-core U.S. Army intelligence officer is a testament to her courage and resilience. The memoir, with its engaging narrative, serves as a reminder that anything is possible with determination and perseverance. Rakowski’s journey encourages readers to chase their dreams relentlessly and embrace change with open arms.

Final Thoughts: A Captivating Odyssey

Chasing the Daylight is a memoir that resonates with anyone seeking a reminder that determination and perseverance can make the impossible possible. It stands as an inspiration for those embarking on their own journey, urging them to overcome obstacles and pursue their dreams with unwavering resolve.

By Jack Chambers

(…) In the moving memoir Army Intelligence Officer, a woman challenges the stereotype that only men serve in the military by telling a tale of bravery, tenacity, and resolve. The author of this memoir describes her journey into the American military, from her years-earlier immigration from Poland to the US, to the bitter breach that developed between her and her mentor, to the harsh nature of life in the military and the arduous struggle to establish herself as a citizen. Officer of intelligence.

The author did a fantastic job at conveying the grit and perseverance required for the military career. For those who have been in the military themselves, the author’s attention to detail in each step of the application process—from the interviews and swearing-in ceremonies to basic training and beyond—really drew me into her story. This book is so captivating because it strikes the right balance between the author’s personal narrative and the material, which helps readers understand what life in the military is truly like. The writing style of the author, which is so affable and gives the readers a blend of first-person narratives with more personal “conversations” in her letters to loved ones, and the almost cinematic delivery of the experiences she had over her work were the things that really jumped out.

Anyone who like non-fiction literature, especially those who enjoy memoirs, biographies, and non-fiction novels about the military and military life, should read this book. The author’s experiences also touched on two topics that really hit a chord with a lot of people: life in the military as a woman trying to equalize with her male counterparts in terms of respect and distinction, and those who enlisted post-9/11 (or were serving at the time of September 11). In addition to being insightful, her unique perspective—that of an intelligence officer—highlighted the overall mental and physical toll that this line of work takes on people as a whole.

By Rob Ballister 

Chasing the Daylight is the courageous story of one woman’s desire to overcome any obstacle to serve in her adopted country’s military. 

(…) The journey through recruit training and Officer Candidate School brought her face to face with her limitations, but also taught her about herself and most importantly her strengths. Using the tenacity required to master ballet dancing, she slowly moved forward, conquered language and physical barriers, and achieved her dream of becoming an Army Intelligence Officer. 

The author’s writing style is memorable, her journey personally meaningful, and the results inspirational. Fans of military memoirs, especially those written by female members of the armed forces, should find this a worthwhile and enjoyable read.